It was a tough mid-year crisis for me. I never thought at this point of time, I still have to experience so many rejections including - the downside of my career.
The time I was connected with my current job, we were already bothered of what they calledrationalization. Anyway, I never think too much of that because aside from being it a stressor, it's something that is out of my mind due to my personal dream - which is not new to people who know me well.
As the months went on, never we did thought that the implementation of rationalization will come into reality. Yes it did. But personally I never expected that way - when almost all JOs were put into place. Then later I realized that among who did not make it was ME!
After the so many talks with the management, friends closest to me at work & family, I begin to accept the fact that not all the opportunities will be given to you. I considered that as "Oh maybe God has a better plan for me."
After a week & weeks thereafter, I have moved on; and living at peace. I even went to a short family vacation at Boracay to see the other good side of life. I was literally at peace that time coz my family kept on reminding me to hold on with my heart's long desire!
However, later did I know that the battle was not yet over. We did the last round of oppurtunity to get the final slots. This time, it was a matter of last chance or none at all.
And after several weeks of waiting, a good news was revealed - I MADE IT!!!
The time I was connected with my current job, we were already bothered of what they called
As the months went on, never we did thought that the implementation of rationalization will come into reality. Yes it did. But personally I never expected that way - when almost all JOs were put into place. Then later I realized that among who did not make it was ME!
After the so many talks with the management, friends closest to me at work & family, I begin to accept the fact that not all the opportunities will be given to you. I considered that as "Oh maybe God has a better plan for me."
After a week & weeks thereafter, I have moved on; and living at peace. I even went to a short family vacation at Boracay to see the other good side of life. I was literally at peace that time coz my family kept on reminding me to hold on with my heart's long desire!
However, later did I know that the battle was not yet over. We did the last round of oppurtunity to get the final slots. This time, it was a matter of last chance or none at all.
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| The round 2 interview. I was more thrilled this time. |
And after several weeks of waiting, a good news was revealed - I MADE IT!!!
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| It was officially announced on the 7th of July 2014. 3 candle-lighting at Cathedral. I'm super blessed.
I wish to thank so many real people for this will not be possible without them. You know who you are and what you contributed for me to get the position, but let me just mention a few.
To my family who comforted me and who tried everything just to fulfill my requests.
To babaks Jackie, Krysten & friend Rolly who always reminded me to never give up, to hold on, and to keep the faith.
To my CDS family who sympathized and who did not even celebrated their early appointment to consider my feeling (mo-eat ra mn sad unta ko gud!haha.
Also, to my Malaria family who know me better and did all the comfort when I was down.
And to all the doctors & co-employees who encouraged, fought & recommended me, I owe a lot from you also.
Of course to the management for choosing us, we will not disappoint you to do all of our deliverables.
And above all, to God who taught me a big lesson out from this existential crisis, that not all what I wanted will come easily, my heartfelt gratitude that You never give up & leave me.
Indeed, this was never easy but being defended and loved by these people made me realized how blessed I am to have them around.
To all of you, I thank you!!!
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Medical exam to comply with the requirements! 07/10/2014
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| I will never get tired of writing you!haha. Papers to be accomplished with all the willingness to comply! Let's go! |
And another chapter of my life has just started. I do not know where will this take me in the future but I know I am on the right track of reaching and pursuing my dream!
I am your forever Nurse by heart!
Truly,
Nurse Michelle
